What am I doing?

I’ve been honing in on my business. Circling it from above like a crow. Wondering what am I supposed to be doing with these plants and my knowledge of wombs, birth, and child rearing?

There are so many moments where I feel like a fraud. I don’t KNOW enough about the ANSWERS. I get stuck. I get small. I self-sabotage. I doubt.

How can I teach women how to take their power back when I am living in a time where I feel gut wrenchingly powerless?

But that’s it.

It’s in the lived experience, in my truth, that I find the medicine.

I am a woman STRUGGLING to remember her power.

I am a woman PRACTICING how to be grounded and stand in my truth.

I am working hard at EMBODYING my feminine and becoming one again with my wombspace, the rhythms of nature, and with my sovereignty.

No one knows it all! We’re just a bunch of humans stumbling about the earth, trying to find love, trying to get it right.

Women’s health has been a mystery ON PURPOSE.

I am a trail blazer.

The path has not yet been written which is why it feels so difficult.

Every time I lean in to this radical trail blazing ethos, it gets easier to be....me? Yes, I think that's it!

It’s clear as sunny day or a night when the stars are shining and the moon is glowing without a cloud in the sky.

So I’m going to keep at it.

I’m going to stay the course and finish my program.
I’m going to keep making medicine.
I’m going to grow food, herbs, and flowers.
I’m going to keep facilitating sisterhood and healing gatherings.
I’m going to continue to listen to my intuition about what I need to thrive and maintain my thrive.

I feel in alignment, radical souls.